sorry

i have some pretty awesome friends. you cant find friends who will stay behind you 100% through all your stupid shit. but i have that. i just wish i could tell them how much it hurts me to put them through what i do. so ill just have to blog it.

sorry for making you worry. i dont want you to nor did i ever want you to. it makes me sad that i have to be the reason for anyone to worry. i know how it feels cuz ive been there too and i know how much it sucks. sorry if i ever push you out. i dont do it on purpose. sorry if i let you in too much. not everyone can handle someone with an eating disorder. it takes a lot of patience and understanding and i know how annoying it can get. trust me i live with it everyday. so im sorry. sorry if im hurting you or making you worry. im just lucky to have friends like you.