Sunday, June 5, 2011
grr
i feel it wanting to come back! i feel the depression, bulimia, even cutting trying to find its way back into my life. ive been trying to fight it off but i want so baadly to give in. ive never tried to fight it before. since im not purging ive been wanting to cut which i havnt done in a long time. i never even thought about it till i stopped purging. its either one or the other. i dont even know how to fight this off 100%. i dont know how to handle it. my better judgement tells me to go to therapy...but i dont want to.
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What will going back to bulimia or cutting do for you? Can you get that by making other changes in your life?
ReplyDeleteAre you still seeing your therapist, because even if it's embarassing to admit, you should REALLY tell him/her about this. I know that it's hard to admit what feels like "defeat" to someone who thought you were "all better" but it's better than going back, believe me. Please seek help.