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i decided to go to an overeaters anonymous group tonight just to see what its like. not gonna lie, i was bored. so unlike what im used to, all we did was sit around talking out of the alcoholics anonymous book and then commented on it. for one, im not an alcoholic so reading out of it kind of threw me off. two, we couldnt cross talk so all you did was talk about something you were struggling with and thats it. and three, some of it was utter crap. one lady was saying how food caused her to have an accident. wtf? she said that the oil in fried food clogged the vessels in her eyes so she almost crashed. like im sure it helps her to say that to help her recover or whatever. and no offense to her but i just thought it was total bs. plus there was some god talk. not like talking to an evangelical christian god talk. but i dont really get how god can help you overcome eating too much. i think its really all in peoples head. god gave us free will. i dont think he;s going to change our way of thinking.

but anywho. i get to continue going to support group. which is good. i feel like our group goes deeper and can talk openly. its so much more helpful!