grr

i feel it wanting to come back! i feel the depression, bulimia, even cutting trying to find its way back into my life. ive been trying to fight it off but i want so baadly to give in. ive never tried to fight it before. since im not purging ive been wanting to cut which i havnt done in a long time. i never even thought about it till i stopped purging. its either one or the other. i dont even know how to fight this off 100%. i dont know how to handle it. my better judgement tells me to go to therapy...but i dont want to.

gaga

love her!!

subway

got a 2nd job at subway! let the super busy work days begin!

america...FUCK YEA!!!!

OSAMA BIN LADEN IS DEAD!!!!! 9 years 8 months after 9/11 our great military has finally killed him! thank god.

warrior dash!

Just registered for it for September 10th. Can't wait!

the ohio state fair 5k

i'm gonna do it!

c25k

I decided yesterday that I was going to do the couch to 5k. I always wish I was a runner and am hoping to accomplish that! I did the first day yesterday and it went well. Hoping for continued success in these next 9 weeks!